You’ll find one of the rules for growing and keeping an audience will be consistency. I wonder about my consistency. I like to be on and off again. To go into projects with an intensity that is short lived, then spend the rest of my time recharging. Rinse repeat. I do that with a ton of my projects. Updating the website, writing here in the blog, painting, drawing, poetry, video games, girlfriends; all of it. You’ll find me trying to diversify my portfolio nowadays. A little here, a little there. and just keep doing those little bits on a daily basis. Let time and consistency do the rest.

Onto smaller things. I need to wrestle some of my old subject matter from a hard drive that has been out of commission for almost a year. So there’s that. I’ll also need to get on top of making new subject matter. For that I’ll need a camera, a ‘spensive camera. Why ‘spensive? Because I’m techie and I love to get things with tech! For those not in the know, tech costs money. I’d use it to take pictures of my paintings as well as all the things.

That rambling paragraph written is but one of the many items on my list to get done. That’s what’s on my mind for now. Whirring and scurrying thoughts. All the to-do’s a fellow like me can imagine into being, and all them needing to be done immediately. Lol, its absurd, and knowing so gives me mirth. Some of its mood, some my own brand of crazy, and some sorta unknown. Luckily, I’ve been through this state of mind enough to know not to take it seriously.

Just as luckily, I’m grounded in my fundamentals. Knowing the importance and priority of self care habits. Practicing those same habits diligently soes when weird states of mind do happen, or even weird states of life happen; I’m armed with perspective. I’m good.