This morning finds me reviewing my health plan to make sure Mental health is covered. Good news, it is. I’m depressed and I am well frustrated by it. Since I can’t manage to do anything. I’ll attempt to use my anger over the situation to change it. The intention: find a shrink and get on some anti-depressants. Even though I am damned scared of the side effects and how young the science is on brain health. I tell myself I’m choosing a lesser evil. In all honesty, I don’t know. I’m scared but I’m more furious than scared. That’s what’s driving me now.
When I am complaining to my cancer patients about my problems, eff me! That is so wrong for so many reasons.
So this is today’s post. I’m gonna get to work.