I’ll write a couple of things here.

Feeling awfully insecure about my job. I’m not gonna get fired, I am not being talked to by the bosses, I get along with most everybody. I just have this haunting suspicion I need to preform better. *I* am not satisfied with the quality of my work and my self esteem is telling me I can do better. I will improve Tuesday.

Painting is happening today. in fact two minutes after writing this. I am posting that god damned painting. Expect it later tonight. You know, after I’m exhausted. I’m curious to see how I do.

I am a groggy groggy man, right now, coffee is weak cause I ran out, will resupply soon.

Send my love. Take a little for yourself